2017 has been a terrible year to me. Bad days, broken friendships, fucked up school life, every damn thing. It just all sucked. Well, it didn’t start off so bad. But towards the end, I just had it all. I mean, 2016 was so good. It was like the best year. But of course, life cannot be the same always. It has to change. That’s just the way it is. So, I expected a little change. Or a little more. But I didn’t expect a plethora of changes. I just didn’t see it coming. I was not at all prepared for it. At least, God should have warned me. He should have told me something like, “Darling, what you just saw, was just a well made trailer. Now I’ll show you what a super flop movie your life is.”
So to begin with, I made all the wrong decisions. In order to focus on my studies, I decided to quit WhatsApp, Facebook, Instagram, etc. It wasn’t that a big deal for me, for I was anyway not addicted to social media. But I soon joined WhatsApp, for I couldn’t call each and every person I wanted to talk to. Also, I started binge watching shows on YouTube and Netflix.
Then I decided to stop going out with my friends, for parties, get togethers, etc (You know, I was doing all this in order to score well in my board exams). It just made me a dull and boring person. I wanted to save time but I ended up wasting more time than before. I started thinking about things. A lot. That was the worst part. Soon, I was gheraod with sadness. Then followed a set of bad days.
School was terrible as well. Teachers used to scold me, like all the fucking time. There were assignments, projects to do. Attendance was another big trouble. My classmates, ugh. They are pretty bad people, believe me. So I hated school, but still had to go. I just wanted it to end as quickly as possible.
I wanted to study, but I just couldn’t. All these efforts, they just went in vain. In fact, I was studying lesser now. Scoring lesser. I started going out again when just a month was left for my first term. I don’t know what I was trying to do. A set of other things happened too, that I don’t want to mention. In a nutshell, this year sucked. As hell. I used to think, what problems can I have? I’m just seventeen years old. But boy, 2017 not only turned me into an eighteen year old but also showed me what adulthood is. Full of shit.
But you know what, it’s okay. I made it the way it was. I take charge of it. And I’m happy now. Because I’ve kind of envisaged my 2018. It will be better. I’m gonna make it better. I’m ready for the challenges as well. And I’m not gonna dissapoint myself. I have still got some time for my boards. And as they say, it’s never too late.
Lol, this was like an outrage post. But never mind. At least, I feel relieved. And now, I’m just looking for a better 2018. So 2017, I just have one thing to say – fuck you!